My New Interest....VIOLIN

my 1st time joining orchestra group. never play violin before. but, i'm willing to try. don't know how to read music note & play violin.
pity rite???? i dun care. i will work harder than them. i know i can. this is the only chance i have after all this time. i never get a single chance to do what i like. so, i will never let this go. this is my hope. thanx for da advice dear. u give me courage to get wut i want.
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