A M0ment t0 RemEmBER...

A moment to remember in our life..
Sweet, happy, sad, funny or horrible moments.. all are unforgettable..
As long as our eyes open & we continue to live in this world.
All those memories are still clinging to us. Living within inside our heart without we even knowing about it.
sometimes, life can be unfair. Everything that happen in our life doesn't follow our plans. It is unpredictable.
Be ready anytime & anywhere because something might happen!!
Just do what we can do today or say what we can say right now.
Don't wait until tomorrow.. Don't wait until the last minute.
When you still have a chance, just go on. Don't worry about others.
Who cares about that? Its your own life. Your own responsibility.
Never forget all the moments in your life. It's part of you.
Don't you ever wish you can forget about all those memories.
If it happens to you, you will regret it.
For the rest of your life!!
Because one day, you will realise how lucky you are..
It is the greatest experience & knowledge in your life.
You wouldn't be able to get it form others or from books.
Try to remember...Its part of you.....

10 Sex Myths

1. I only have sex with people I know, so I don't worry about condoms.
It's amazing that, even with the wealth of sex education available from magazines, television, health leaflets and the Web, this is still a common occurrence. Many of us think because we already know the person, that they're safe. It's a 'better the devil you know' attitude to sex. But just because you're mates with the person you fancy, and they look clean and smell nice, it doesn't mean that they're not carrying a host of nasty little viruses in their pants. Just remember - you can't tell a person's sexual history by just looking at them. It may be tedious, but unless your partner's had a recent full sexual health screening then stay safe, and use a condom.

2. I'm a girl and I get turned on fantasising about having sex with another girl. Is this normal?
Having a homosexual fantasy, whatever your age or sex, is 100 per cent normal. In fact, it would be more alarming if people were standing up in their droves saying that they'd never had a same sex fantasy. Many people worry - especially teenagers, that their fantasies about same sex scenarios somehow prove they're gay. But let's get one thing straight - discovering your sexual orientation and merely fantasising about another female are completely different things (although neither feelings should be ignored). If you think you are gay, then these same sex fantasies may lead you on an interesting journey of self-discovery. But if you know you're straight and this is just a dirty daydream that turns you on, then take it at face value. Never, ever feel guilty about your dreams. They're not hurting anyone - so go on, relax, close your eyes, and enjoy.

3. If you don't orgasm you haven't had good sex.
This is the kind of nonsense that 15-year-old boys make up as they furiously flick through Penthouse, and what makes it worse is that people actually believe this myth. Good sex can take many different forms. It can be kissing, touching, stroking, talking - it doesn't have to involve penetration and it doesn't have to end in a sloppy damp patch on one side of the bed. The sad reality is that sex is often ruined due to the pressure to orgasm.

Let's get the facts straight: physically, men are designed to ejaculate during sex, and once they get going, bar any problems, there's no stopping them. There is range of problems - he might simply lose an erection (which is not unusual). And prescription medicines such as anti-depressants or recreational drugs, including ecstasy, can also make orgasms a thing of the past.

Now, lets come to the girls. Physiologically, women do not have to orgasm - it's not necessary for the reproductive process, they're purely for pleasure. And sorry guys, but we can also have two types of orgasm - clitoral and vaginal. Most women can only achieve a clitoral orgasm - some may go through life never experiencing a vaginal orgasm. If you do have problems reaching orgasm contact the British Association for Sexual and Relationship Therapy. Remember, the bottom line is - you don't have to have an earth-shaking climax to enjoy good sex.

4. If he pulls out I won't get pregnant.
This belief is dangerous and sadly leads to thousands of unwanted pregnancies every year. The withdrawal method is the most risky form of contraception and particularly silly when there are so many safe and effective methods to choose between. These include: sterilisation; hormonal contraception (the combined and mini Pill and implants); IUD; diaphragm; condoms and spermicides. Except for sterilisation none of these methods are 100 per cent effective, but it?s better to be safe than sorry. We all forget that sperm are persistent little blighters. Did you know that if the guy pulls out and sperm is left on your upper thighs then it's still possible for you to get pregnant? They just wriggle on up there and go for their target. Remember too, that you should always be practising safe sex to protect yourself from infection. If in any doubt, always use a condom.

5. My inner labia hang down and I think my vagina, especially when aroused, looks really frightening. Is there something wrong with me?
No, there's nothing wrong at all. Remember, like noses, ears, boobs or bums, vaginas come in all different shapes and sizes. It's what makes us individual. There's no 'perfect' way for your vagina to look, and the trick is to feel comfortable with what you've got. Your labia are there for a reason - to protect your clitoris and the rest of your genitalia. So in some ways you could count yourself lucky that you've got all the protection you could ever want. Take some time to get to know your body, and learn to love what you've been given.

6. Sex in the bath - do you really get stuck?
For centuries, couples have been bonking away merrily in the bath, and rarely have they ever got stuck. In fact, the only problem I can imagine is if you're both too big the bath. This could create a nasty little vacuum and may require the fire department to come and rescue you. If you mean do your genitals get stuck, then I'm sorry to disappoint you, but no - in fact it can make sex all the more slippery and fun.

7. Too big or too small - the size of a man's penis doesn't matter.
Well that's true in part isn't it? How many times have you heard the old saying, 'It's not the size, it's what you do with it that counts?' People are different - Bob may have an eight-inch penis, Billy only four. But that doesn't mean Billy is inadequate. Far from it - he may have a sexual technique that could make women gasp the world over. It's definitely what they do with their penis that matters. Remember too, that even if a man has a tiddler when flaccid, it could take your eye out when erect. In any case, many women find sex with a large penis quite painful, as it can knock against their cervix (the top of the vagina) - and this can cause bleeding. So guys, if you're hung like Dirk Diggler, please treat your lady's privates with a little respect.

8. Men are always ready for sex.
It may seem like men are always ready for sex, but thankfully this isn't the case. Men are governed by the male sex hormone testosterone and it's the amount of this hormone that determines their sex drive. In theory, men are more sexually driven than women, and that's due to the difference in our hormones. In practice, of course, we all know that sex is as much in the mind as it is in the pants, so it's a good idea to check whether a man's really in the mood before jumping on him.

At the beginning of any relationship you and your chap are banging away hammer and tong all hours of the day and night. But it's only natural that, after a few months, the frequency of your sex life will diminish a little. And when it does, there's no need to feel paranoid. Remember, just because he's not shaking his willy at you every minute of the day, it doesn't mean he doesn't fancy you anymore. He's probably just tired or has something, other than sex, on his mind.

9. Erections need dealing with otherwise it's bad for him.
It's true that most of the time erections are caused by sexual arousal. But, not always. A man can have several spontaneous erections during the night, especially during REM sleep. And we all know about 'morning glory' - the erection a man has when waking up. If it were actually bad for men to not relieve an erection, we'd have a national crisis on our hands. It's not dire to leave an erection, just undesirable. And most men take themselves in hand before it gets that far.

10. Masturbating every day is a sign of sex addiction.
Given that over 90 per cent of men and 75 per cent of women masturbate, we'd be in a lot of trouble if this were a sign of sex addiction. To masturbate every day is excessive, but it's more a sign of frustration than addiction. People have different sex drives, and some people may need to relieve themselves everyday, although it's unlikely they would sustain that for any length of time. Teenagers tend to masturbate three to four times a week, whereas adults only manage a bit of self-loving once or twice a week.

D0wn in the Valley

Down in the valley, valley so low
Hang your head over, hear the wind blow
Hear the wind blow, dear, hear the wind blow
Hang your head over, hear the wind blow.

Roses love sunshine, violets love dew
Angels in heaven know I love you
Know I love you, dear, know I love you
Angels in heaven, know I love you.

Writing this letter, containing three lines
Answer my question, "Will you be mine?"
"Will you be mine, dear, will you be mine?"
Answer my question, "Will you be mine?"

Down in the valley, valley so low
Hang your head over, hear the wind blow
Hear the wind blow, dear, hear the wind blow
Hang your head over, hear the wind blow.

Hang your head over, hear the wind blow.

Scout Version:

Down in the valley, the valley so low
Hang your head over, hear the winds blow
Hear the winds blow, dear, hear the winds blow
Hang your head over, hear the winds blow

Down in the valley, walking between
Telling our story, here's what it means
Here's what it means, dear, here's what it means
Telling our story, here's what it means


Roses love sunshine, violets love dew
Angels in heaven know I love you
Know I love you, dear, know I love you
Angels in heaven know I love you

Build me a castle forty feet high
So I can see him as he rides by
As he rides by, dear, as he rides by
So I can see him as he rides by

Writing this letter, containing three lines
Answer my question, "Will you be mine?"
"Will you be mine, dear, will you be mine"
Answer my question, "Will you be mine?"

If you don't love me, love whom you please
Throw your arms round me, give my heart ease
Give my heart ease, dear, give my heart ease
Throw your arms round me, give my heart ease

Throw your arms round me, before it's too late
Throw your arms round me, feel my heart break
Feel my heart break, dear, feel my heart break
Throw your arms round me, feel my heart break

VIRGINITY

Sometimes it might seem like everyone in school is talking about who's a virgin, who isn't, and who might be. For both girls and guys, the pressure can sometimes be intense. But deciding whether it's right for you to have sex is one of the most important decisions you'll ever have to make. Each person must use his or her own judgment and decide if it's the right time — and the right person.

This means considering some very important factors — both physical ones, like the possibility of becoming pregnant or getting a sexually transmitted disease (STD) — and emotional factors, too. Though a person's body may feel ready for sex, sex also has very serious emotional consequences. For many teens, moral factors are very important as well. Family attitudes, personal values, or religious beliefs provide them with an inner voice that guides them in resisting pressures to get sexually involved before the time is right.
Peer Pressure Problems and Movie Madness

Nobody wants to feel left out of things — it's natural to want to be liked and feel as if you're part of a group of friends. Unfortunately, some teens feel that they have to lose their virginity to keep up with their friends or to be accepted.It doesn't sound like it's all that complicated; maybe most of your friends have already had sex with their boyfriends or girlfriends and act like it isn't a big deal. But sex isn't something that's only physical; it's emotional, too. And because everyone's emotions are different, it's hard to rely on your friends' opinions to decide if it's the right time for you to have sex.

What matters to you is the most important thing, and your values may not match those of your friends. That's OK — it's what makes people unique. Having sex to impress someone or to make your friends happy or feel like you have something in common with them won't make you feel very good about yourself in the long run. True friends don't really care whether a person is a virgin — they will respect your decisions, no matter what. Even if your friends are cool with your decision, it's easy to be misled by TV shows and movies into thinking that every teen in America is having sex. Writers and producers may make a show or movie plot exciting by showing teens being sexually active, but these teens are actors, not real people with real concerns.

They don't have to worry about being ready for sex, how they will feel later on, or what might happen as a result. In other words, these TV and movie plots are stories, not real life. In real life, every teen can, and should, make his or her own decision.

DEPRESSION

Depression is very common and affects as many as 1 in 8 people in their teen years. Depression affects people of every color, race, economic status, or age; however, it does seem to affect more girls than guys.

How Do People Respond to Someone Who's Depressed?

Sometimes friends or family members recognize that someone is depressed. They may respond with love, kindness, or support, hoping that the sadness will soon pass. They may offer to listen if the person wants to talk. If the depressed feeling doesn't pass with a little time, friends or loved ones may encourage the person to get help from a doctor, therapist, or counselor.

But not everyone recognizes depression when it happens to someone they know.

Some people don't really understand about depression. For example, they may react to a depressed person's low energy with criticism, yelling at the person for acting lazy or not trying harder. Some people mistakenly believe that depression is just an attitude or a mood that a person can shake off. It's not that easy.

Sometimes even people who are depressed don't take their condition seriously enough. Some people feel that they are weak in some way because they are depressed. This is wrong — and it can even be harmful if it causes people to hide their depression and avoid getting help.

Occasionally, when depression causes physical symptoms (things like headaches or other stress-related problems), a person may see a doctor. Once in a while, even a well-meaning doctor may not realize a person is depressed, and just treat the physical symptoms.

Avoid from feeling too worry about something. Try to be optimistic.

Crush.....

i hung up the phone tonite.
something happened 4 the 1st time.
deep inside it was a rush. what a rush.
would u ever feel the same way like i do?
why do i keep running away from the truth?
all i ever think is about u.
u got me hypnotized. so mesmerized.
and i just got 2 know.
do u ever think when u r all alone?
all that we can be, where this thing can go?
am i crazy or falling in luv?
or is it really just another crush?
do u catch a breath when i look at u?
r u holding back like the way i do?
coz i've tried to go away but this crush wouldn't going away.
have it ever crossed ur mind when we hanging, spending time together, or just talking on the phone?
r we just fren?
is there more? is there more?

14 Ways t0 Live a happy Life..

1. Notice What’s Right

Some of us see the glass as being half-full, while others see the glass as half-empty. The next time you are caught in traffic, begin thinking how nice it is to have a few moments to reflect on the day, focus on a problem you have been trying to solve, or brainstorm on your next big idea. The next time you get in the slow line at the grocery store, take the opportunity to pick up a tabloid magazine and do some “guilty pleasure” reading. Take all that life throws out you and re - frame it with what’s right about the situation. At the end of the day, you will more content, at peace and happy. Take the time to begin to notice what’s right and see the world change in front of your eyes.

2. Be Grateful

How many times do you say the words “thank you,” in a day? How many times do you hear these same words? If you are doing the first thing, saying the “thank yous,” the latter will naturally happen. Learn to be grateful and you will be open to receive an abundance of joy and happiness.

3. Remember the Kid You Were

Do you remember how to play? I’m not referring to playing a round of golf or a set of tennis. I’m talking about playing like you did when you were a child – a game of tag; leap frog, or street baseball when the bat is a broken broom handle and the bases are the parked cars. One way to find or maintain your happiness is to remember the kid you were and play!

4. Be Kind

There is no question that by merely watching acts of kindness creates a significant elevation in our moods and increases the desire for us to perform good deeds as well. Kindness is indeed contagious and when we make a commitment to be kind to ourselves and to others we can experience new heights of joy, happiness and enthusiasm for our lives.

5. Spend Time with Your Friends

Although an abundant social and romantic life does not itself guarantee joy, it does have a huge impact on our happiness. Learn to spend time with your friends and make the friendships a priority in your life.

6. Savor Every Moment

To be in the moment is to live in the moment. Too often we are thinking ahead or looking ahead to the next event or circumstance in our lives, not appreciating the “here and now.” When we savor every moment, we are savoring the happiness in our lives.

7. Rest

There are times when we need the time to unwind, decompress, or to put it simply, just “to chill.” Life comes at all of us hard and fast. Time, as do the days on the calendar, keeps going forward at its own natural pace, which is not always the pace we would choose. Fatigue, stress and exhaustion may begin to settle in on us faster than we may think, or notice. The best remedy for this is indeed rest.

8. Move!

The expression a “runner’s high” does not infer an addiction, but a feeling or a state of mind – a state of euphoria. There is no question exercise, or any physical exertion, elevates your mood and enhances a more positive attitude as well as fosters better personal self-esteem and confidence. Indeed, one way to increase your happiness is to move!

9. Put on a Happy Face

Sometimes we have to fake it until we make it. I’m not suggesting that we not be honest, real or authentic, but I’m suggesting, sometimes, we just need to put on a happy face and keep moving forward. Researchers claim that smiling and looking like we are happy will indeed make us happier. Studies further show that if we act like we are happy then we can experience greater joy and happiness in our lives.

10. Pursue Your Goals

The absence of goals in our lives, or more specifically avoiding to pursue our goals, makes us feel like we are stuck and ineffective. The pursuit of goals in our personal lives, in our relationships, or with our careers, is the difference between having a mediocre life or a life full of passion and enthusiasm. pursue your goals and watch your happiness soar.

11. Finding Your Calling

Some find meaning in religion or spirituality while others find purpose in their work or relationships. Finding your calling may be much more than accomplishing one simple strategy for increasing your happiness, but having a sense of purpose – of feeling like you are here for a reason – can perhaps bring the greatest joy of all

12. Get into the Flow

Flow is the form of joy, excitement and happiness that occurs when we are so absorbed in an activity we love that we can loose ourselves and time seems to stand still. What creates flow is unique to each one of us. To find and sustain true happiness in our lives, we must get off the sidelines and get into the flow.

13. Play to Your Strengths

One way to achieve flow is by understanding and identifying our strengths and core values, and then begin to use these every day. Once we aware of our strengths and we begin to play to your strengths we can better incorporate them in all aspects of our lives.

14. Don’t Overdo It

Know when to say when. What gives you joy and happiness the first time may not work the second time. Too much of a good thing may begin not to feel as good if the “thing” becomes more of a routine, or an expectation. Set healthy and reasonable boundaries for yourself and don’t overdo it.

BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF. NOBODY CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY, EXCEPT YOU YOURSELF!

I'm yours...

Well you done, done me and you bet I felt it. I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted. I fell right through the cracks and now I’m trying to get back. Before the cool done run out I’ll be giving it my bestest. Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention. I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some. I won’t hesitate no more, no more. It cannot wait, I’m yours. Well open up your mind and see like me. Open up your plans and damn you’re free. Look into your heart and you’ll find love love, love. Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me. Ah, la peaceful melodies. It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, love, loved, love, love. So, I won’t hesitate no more, no more. It cannot wait I’m sure. There’s no need to complicate. Our time is short. This is our fate, I’m yours. I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror and bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer. But, my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed. I guess what I’m saying is there ain’t no better reason. To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons. It’s what we aim to do. Our name is our virtue....

First L0ve..

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song

Now and forever....

U belong wif me...

You're on the phone with your girlfriend. She's upset and she's going off about. Something that you said but she doesn't get your humor like I do. I'm in my room. It's a typical Tuesday night. I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like. She'll never know your story like I do. But she wears short skirts & I wear t-shirts. She's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers. Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

If you could see that i'm the one who understands you. Been here all along. So, why can't you see you belong with me. You belong with me. Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans. I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be. Laughing on a park bench. Thinking to myself. Hey, isn't this easy? And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down.

You say you're fine but I know you better than that. Hey, what are you doing with a girl like that. Standing by and waiting at your backdoor all this time. How could you not know
baby you belong with me.

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night. I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry and I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams. Think I know where you belong. Think I know it's with me.

Have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me?

11/10

Chukup besai penguji t datai nuntung. Nadai nyangka utai bakanya tau nyadi. Nasib enda manah, jai mimpi meh sarinya. Engka salah diri empu meh nya laban t nda beati - ati maya bejalai ba sebelah nengeri besai. Maya ke ilap enda lama. Bisi ga orang bukai ke ngambi peluang. Kempang amai ga ati. Maya dalam van, baru kami sedar beg Yhan nadai. Nikal ga pulai gai stesen ba d Saberkas. Berumban engka bisi tinggal din. Lebu asa meh tudah anak ati meda beg nya nadai dia. Bendar begiga , betilik & nyerungkai utai sebelah nya. Tang, nadai meh. Pedis begulai enggau tusah meh ati. Tang, nadai ko enggau meh. Utai dah nyadi. Nyau ngeripot ngagai balai polis ba one stop centre semak The Spring. Maya nya ari minggu, enda ulih ngecop surat repot nya sida. Asuh datai baru ga ari satu.

12/10,
Datai baru ngagai balai polis one stop centre. Ngecop surat repot. Dahnya, ngagai JPN. Bendar ngiga JPN. Dah datai, lalu ngambi nombor giliran. Duduk besengah, matak seput kami duai Yhan. Kerebak ke Lumpit, peda enda chukup ga duit kena mayar ukum. Nyau gak belanda ngiga mesin atm endur ngambi duit baru. Tesat kami duai. Semadi nanya baru tetemu k mesin atm. Laban t kelalu berumban ngambi duit, ku salah pilih bahasa k dikena. Nyau ngena bahasa Cina. Nyangka laban kelalu berumban meh nya, nemu ga berurusan ngena bahasa mandarin. Lucu eh... Datai ba JPN, dah ngelebus ga gilir tua ya. Ngambi baru ga lumur. dahnya, datai ba gilir ku. ngisi pom dulu ngambi k kurang agi bebayar. Bayar setengah rega aja; rm60. Maya ke ngaga IC baru, ku enda berati ke agama ku. Semadi dalam Kerita, Yhan tepeda ka agama ku Buddha. Apu....... Nganti IC baru ku datai ila, baru ku nganti ya. Kapa nya. Nyau enggai kiruh agi ku. Semester tu mayuh mai penanggul. Bisi aja penusah nuntung. Engka munyi ko ya meh, ukai taun tua ya tu; taun baru engka manah agi ari taun tu. Kelalu mayuh utai nyadi taun tu, kelebih agi semester tu. Semina Tuhan aja nemu. Pengasih & penyayau Ya semampai meruan enggau ku. Ku nemu Ya semampai nulung ku. Taja pen ati tusah, ku berasai untung laban mayuh bala kaban, bala pangan t semampai d tisi nyukung ku belama....

sebana ati anak mensia..

Makai aku wai asai k nelan duri. Irup ku ai asai k ngirup ai tubai. Tinduk ku nyau ga nda jenak asai ke empeleman pasir. Mandi ku nyau ga nda basah asai k betanjah enggau debu. Nama meh utai ke diasai k ku maya tu? Gaga, tusah ati, sunyi, ringat, lebu asa, tusut runding??? Ku pn nda nemu meh. Nyau tusut anak runding. Bendar ngusai k semua utai t ngasuh ati bangat tusah. Tang, ku tu nadai daya. Ditelan ku parai apai, dilua ku parai indai. Ku takut ka nerus k ppengidup. Kelalu mayuh penguji ba dunya injau beri Tuhan tu. Selalu ku asai k deka mantul. Give up! Nyau puas ku napi semua penusah. Belakun belama, tuchum ketawa taja pn ati tusah. Semampai bula k diri empu & orang bukai. Idup bepura - pura. Ku benchi, begedi k diri mpu. Nama kebuah ku nda ulih beterus terang ngagai ku mpu & orang bukai. Nama mesti ka bula belama? kelalu mayuh tanya dalam untak ku ditu. Ku mpu pn nda nemu bakani ka nyaut. Dini ka ngiga saut. Sampai diatu ku nda tetemu k saut ya. Ku semampai ngiga saut gai semua tanya ku.Tang, nama pn utai k nyadi, ku tetap pechaya Tuhan selalu begulai enggau ku. Semina Iya t nda nemu leju, nda nemu enggai mending k semua sebana ku. Semina ngagai Nuan ku nyerah k semua pengidup ku. Idup matiku ba jari Nuan siku aja.

orang yang mencintaimu...

1. mencintaimu tanpa alasan,
2.menerima kamu apa adanya,
3.pentingkan kebahagiaanmu,
4.tidak akan menipumu,
5.berusaha menggembirakanmu,
6.berterus terang dalam setiap perkara,
7.bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada kekasih,
8.tidak pernah memaksamu,
9.selalu mendoakan dirimu,
10.tetap mencintaimu selamanya....

2 istilah keramat..

“Terima kasih” dan “minta maaf”.

Tanpa terima kasih, jangankan kau layak tegukkan jasa mulia dari orang.
Menjilatnya pun cuma mimpi.
Tanpa minta maaf, usah dicandu belas hormat seisi bumi di sekelilingmu.
Menghidunya saja sudahlah racun.
Kedua-duanya adalah jampi mantera yang mesti kau tangkalkan selalu, supaya bisa hidupmu tidak dihurung sepi, atau dikata sedungu sapi.

"Berterima kasihlah tika selayaknya, mohon maaflah pada tempatnya."

Father's Luv Letter

You may not know Me, but I know everything about you. (Psalm 139:1) I know when you sit down and when you rise up. (Psalm 139:2) I am familiar with all your ways. (Psalm 139:3) Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. (Matthew 10:29-31) For you were made in My image. (Genesis 1:27) In Me you live and move and have your being. (Acts 17:28) For you are My offspring. (Acts 17:28) I knew you even before you were conceived. (Jeremiah 1:4-5) I chose you when I planned creation. (Ephesians 1:11-12) You were not a mistake. (Psalm 139:15-16) For all your days are written in my book. (Psalm 139:15-16) I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. (Acts 17:26) You are fearfully and wonderfully made. (Psalm 139:14) I knit you together in your mother’s womb. (Psalm 139:13) And brought you forth on the day you were born. (Psalm 71:6) I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me. (John 8:41-44) I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. (1 John 4:16) And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. (1 John 3:1) Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. (1 John 3:1) I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. (Matthew 7:11) For I am the perfect Father. (Matthew 5:48) Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. (James 1:17) For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. (Matthew 6:31-33) My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. (Jeremiah 29:11) Because I love you with an everlasting love. (Jeremiah 31:3) My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. (Psalm 139:17-18) And I rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17) I will never stop doing good to you. (Jeremiah 32:40) For you are my treasured possession. (Exodus 19:5) I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. (Jeremiah 32:41) And I want to show you great and marvelous things. (Jeremiah 33:3) If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. (Deuteronomy 4:29) Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4) For it is I who gave you those desires. (Philippians 2:13) I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. (Ephesians 3:20) For I am your greatest encourager. (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17) I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. (2 Corinthians 1:3-4) When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. (Psalm 34:18) As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. (Isaiah 40:11) One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. (Revelation 21:3-4) And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. (Revelation 21:4) I am your Father and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17:23) For in Jesus my love for you is revealed. (John 17:26) He is the exact representation of my being. (Hebrews 1:3) He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. (Romans 8:31) And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19) Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. (2 Corinthians 5:18-19) His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. (1 John 4:10) I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. (Romans 8:32) If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive Me. (John 2:23) And nothing will ever separate you from My love again. (Romans 8:38-39) Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. (Luke 15:7) I have always been Father and will always be Father. (Ephesians 3:14-15) My question is...Will you be my child? (John 1:12-13) I am waiting for you. (Luke 15:11-32)

with Love,
Your Dad Almighty God

My w0NderfUL girLz' frenz....

My frenz;
Chie, Wawa, Yhan, Beth, Loui, Dedeq, Ina, Liz, Phit, Jess, Siew Lin, Mith, Fen, Marian, Chanthia.....
gud 2 hav a frenz like u all....
u all r really great..
u all cherish my life..
u all allways there 4 me...
u all teach me the true meaning of friendship..
let us not 4getting our sweet moments together..
may our friendship will never end..
from the beginning, now & the end...
LOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE YYOOOUUU AAALLLL..........

yesterday...

these pictures were taken b4 i went to St. Jo's church yesterday wif my frenz Yhan, Joanna, Lodi & Benny. Thanks God 4 giving me chance to come to Ur holy house 2 praise U & 2 worship U. i'm glad that i had the opportunity yesterday. its been a long time since i go 2 church. Luckily, Lodi went 2 church. so, we went 2gether. after that, we had our lunch at Siang2 Corner at Tabuan. we went to Aqua shop. it sold different types of fish. they were very beautiful. Lodi bought a goldfish. he named it Bourit. i really had a good & blessed day yesterday. Thanks frenz. i hope we can go 2 church together again.

INSPIRING QUOTES....freedom

“Freedom is not what we achieve from others but from our silent heart”

“Freedom means to bring love & peace everywhere”

“The Actual freedom is made of noble thoughts of a man”

“Freedom spread its wings where the silence flows”

“There are no bad thoughts, where the freedom dances”

“Those who love freedom they do not invite the war”

“A man who is trapped due to fear, he can never see freedom around”

“Freedom lies in abundance but we cease to get it”

“Freedom is wonderful & beautiful”

“Freedom never puts anybody in chains of blind-faith”

“Don’t blame anybody until you see with your own eyes and believe fully”

A letter to Bill Gates

Dear Mr. Bill Gates,

We have bought a computer for our home and we have found some problems, which I want to bring to your notice.

1. There is a button 'start' but there is no 'stop' button. We request you to check this.

2. We find there is 'Run' in the menu. One of my friends clicked 'run' he ran up to Amritsar! So, we request you to change that to 'sit', so that we can click that by sitting.

3. One doubt is whether any 're-scooter' is available in system? I find only 're-cycle', but I own a scooter at my home.

4. There is 'Find' button but it is not working properly. My wife lost the door key and we tried a lot trace the key with this 'find' button, but was unable to trace. Please rectify this problem.

5. My child learn 'Microsoft word' now he wants to learn 'Microsoft sentence', so when you will provide that?

6. I brought computer, CPU, mouse and keyboard, but there is only one icon which shows 'MY Computer': when you will provide the remaining items?

7. It is surprising that windows says 'MY Pictures' but there is not even a single photo of mine. So when will you keep my photo in that.

8. There is 'MICROSOFT OFFICE' what about 'MICROSOFT HOME' since I use the PC at home only.

9. You provided 'My Recent Documents'. When you will provide 'My Past Documents'?

10. You provide 'My Network Places'. For God sake please do not provide 'My Secret Places'. I do not want to let my wife know where I go after my office hours.

Regards,
husband a.k.a. Father

Last one from me to Mr Bill Gates :

Sir, how is it that your name is Gates but u are selling WINDOWS?

After marriage....

1. Women are unpredictable. Before marriage, she expects a man, after marriage she suspects him, and after death she respects him.

2.There was this guy who told his woman that he loved her so much that he would go through hell for her. They got married - and now he is going through hell.

3.A man inserted an advertisement in the classifieds : " Wife wanted". Next day, he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing "You can have mine."

4. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: either the car is new or the wife.

5. It's easy to tell if a man is married or not. Just watch him drive a car with a woman sitting beside him. If both his hands are on the wheel, you can be sure he is married.

6. A man received a letter from some kidnappers. The letter said, "If you don't promise to send us $100,000, we promise you we will kidnap your wife." The poor man wrote back, " I am afraid I can't keep my promise but I hope you will keep yours."

7. "What's the matter, you look depressed." "I'm having trouble with my wife." "What happened?" "She said she wasn't going to speak to me for 30 days." But that ought to make you happy." "It did, but today is the last day."

female vs male's brain

FEMALE's BRAIN

MALE's BRAIN

Parental jokes

1. Losing all your friends
Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend and kills him.
Wife says "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends."

2. Brother wanted
Small boy wrote to Santa Claus,"send me a brother"....
Santa wrote back, "SEND ME YOUR MOTHER"....

3. Meaning of WIFE
Husband asks, "Do you know the meaning of WIFE? It means 'Without
Information Fighting Everytime'!"
Wife replies, "No, it means 'With Idiot For Ever'!!!"

4. Importance of a period
Teacher: "Do you know the importance of a period?"!
Kid: "Yeah, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted,
dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away."

5. Confident vs. confidential
A young boy asks his Dad, "What is the difference between confident
and confidential?"
Dad says, "You are my son, I'm confident about that. Your friend over
there, is also my son, that's confidential!"
6. Anger management?
Husband: When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you
control your anger?
Wife : I clean the toilet.
Husband: How does that help?
Wife : I use your toothbrush.

Her diary vs His diary

HER DIARY

Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V. ; he seemed distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I wanted to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.




HIS DIARY

MAN UTD. lost 2-0 to Chelsea today, but at least I got laid.

Saat Ku Masuk...

Saat ku masuk ke hadiratMu,
Ku tersungkur dan sembahMu,
Ku persembahkan korban syukurku,
Yang terbaik bagiMu...

Kubawa korban syukur,
Ke tempat kudusMu Tuhan,
Hatiku limpah dengan syukur sebab Tuhan baik....
selamanya...............

Season in the Sun

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we
Were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and abcs
Skinned our hearts and
Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing
In the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I'll be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the songs like the
Seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like
The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the
Seasons have all gone

8 sebab laki patut dapat penampar pompuan...

1. GARANG
tak boleh silap sikit, marah tak bertempat, suka cari pasal, suka marah2, tunjuk hebat, mulut tak ada insuran, suka menyumpah seranah
2. GANAS
kaki pukul, perasan kuat
3. PEMBOHONG
tak pernah jujur, hipokrit, berpura-pura
4. MIANG
mata keranjang, tangan garfu, pantang nampak pompuan
5. GABRA
tak ada keyakinan, tak pandai buat keputusan, pak turut
6. GANGGO
keterlaluan dalam semua perkara, suka tarik perhatian orang
7. PONDAN
tak hargai ciptaan Tuhan, pandai2 nak ubah pa yang ada, perangai mengalahkan pompuan, gedik, mengurangkan populasi jantan
8. PENAKUT
~kecut perut, tak boleh diharap langsung

Susahnya lelaki ni.....

1. jika kamu melayannya, dia fikir kamu suka dia. jika tidak, dia kata sombong.
2. jika kamu berpakaian cantik, dia fikir kamu nak goda laki lain. jika tidak, dia kata kolot.
3. jika kamu berdebat dengannya, dia fikir keras kepala. jika tidak, dia kata rendah IQ.
4. jika kamu bijak darinya, dia rasa tercabar. jika tidak, dia kata dia hebat.
5. jika kamu bagitau masalahmu, dia kata menyusahkan. jika tidak, dia kata tidak perlukannya.
6. jika kamu cerewet, dia kata merimaskan. jika dia cerewet, dia kata ambil berat.
7. jika kamu menyakitinya, kamu kejam. jika dia menyakitimu, itu sebab kamu sensitif.
8. jika kamu bohong, kamu tidak boleh dipercayai. jika dia berbohong, itu sebab dia terpaksa.
9. jika kamu cintanya, dia berusaha meninggalkanmu. jika tidak, dia berusaha mendapatkanmu.
10. jika kamu kirimkan ini kepada lelaki, mereka pasti bersumpah bahawa semua ini tidak
benar.....

buat renungan kaum hawa....
ahaaakkkkzzzzz......

the spice of life..

#1

Jack: Don't drive too fast! u r driving me to the grave....!

John: Well....... u don't expect to walk there, rite???

Jack:@#$%%....

#2

teacher: Now tell me the truth, who did your homework?

boy : My father.

teacher: Quite alone?

boy : No. I helped him with it!

teacher: @#@**

#3

boy: Hey girl! I saw Brown the other day treated his wife the way I wouldn't treat my dog.

girl: Great boy..! What did he do??

boy: Kissing her!!

#4

audience: Can you carry a tune?

musician: Yes, of course!

audience: Well, carry the one you just finish & bury it in the yard!

*just 4 laugh...

God....

GoD crEAtEd HeAveN,
GoD CrEAted EarTH,
GoD cReatEd LighTnEss,
GoD CrEAted DArkNess.
GoD MADe LioNs,
God MADe IrOns,
GoD MAdE SNakES,
God HAd No MiSTAkeS.
GoD IS miRacLe,
God MaDE ObStaCLe,
God CrEATed Adam,
God CreaTed Eve.
GoD GAve Us Heart,
So We CAn liVe,
God Gave us EyEs,
So WE CAn sEe.
God GAve US HANds,
So We Can HoLd,
God Gave us StrEngtH,
So We CAn Work.
God IS the FAther,
God IS THE sOn,
God cAn See whAt WE CAn'T,
GoD HAs EvEryThInG.
God GiVes Us SoUls,
God PuNIshEs tOo,
GoD GiVe Us Life,
God CAn TAke Our LiFe.
God IS GOd,
GoD iS A cHrIstIan,
God IS a jew.
And TherE's ONLy One God.
Amen....

Facts about old Men & Women (Q & A)

Q: Where can guys over 65 find youthful, pretty women who are interested in dating them?
A: Look in the library-------under Romantic Fiction.

Q: How can a guy cope during his wife's menopause?
A: By staying busy. If you're mechanically inclined, you can remodel the garage. When you are finished you will have a flat in which to live.

Q: How can a woman raise the heart rate of her 65+ year old spouse?
A: She should tell him she's with child.

Q: What can an older woman do for the wrinkles on her neck?
A: Don't wear a brassiere. The additional hanging "weights" will take out the wrinkles.

Q: How can older people remember where they parked their cars?
A: Use the Valet service. They have to remember where your car is.

Q: Do older people have problems storing their short term memories?
A: No, they have problems retrieving the memories from storage.

Q: Do older people have deeper sleep?
A: They do, but normally their deep sleep happens in the afternoon

Q: Where can older people find prescription eye glasses?
A: On top of their heads.

Q: What is the most often used sentence uttered by older people when they visit antique shops?
A: 'Gee, I have one of these.'

catching a rabbit...??

The LAPD, The FBI, and the CIA are all trying to prove that they are the best at apprehending criminals. The President decides to give them a test. He releases a rabbit into a forest and each of them has to catch it.
The CIA goes in.
They place animal informants throughout the forest. They question all plant and mineral witnesses. After three months of extensive investigations they conclude that rabbits do not exist.
The FBI goes in.
After two weeks with no leads they burn the forest, killing everything in it, including the rabbit, and they make no apologies. The rabbit had it coming.
The LAPD goes in.
They come out two hours later with a badly beaten bear. The bear is yelling: "Okay! Okay! I'm a rabbit! I'm a rabbit!"

embarassing moment...

An introvert went to bar and spots a pretty looking woman sitting on the stool. He mustered all his courage for long time, then timidly approached and asked her, "Ma’ am, would be OK if sit here and talk with you?" She was alert, suspecting this man, and responds by yelling, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Customers in the bar started staring at them. The embarrassed guy quickly returns to his table dejected and ashamed. The young woman waits a little and then goes to the guy to apologize. With a smile on her face she says, "I am sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I am a college student in psychiatry and I am putting together a thesis as to how people react to embarrassing moments." The cunning guy now yells loudly, "What do you mean by $500?"

Cinta Sejati

Saat ku renungkan hidup bersamaMu
Seringkali ku melupakanMu
Berjalan sendiri seakan ku mampu
Lalui tanpa kekuatanMu
Semakin berat beban hidupku
Semakin ku menjauh dariMu
Namun ada cinta yang tak pernah berlalu

Cinta yang ku dapat dariMu
Tak teruji lalui rentangan sang waktu
Kau mati bagiku
Berkorban untuk ku…….

Namun ada cinta yang tak pernah berlalu…..
Cinta yang ku dapat darimu..
Tak teruji lalui rentangan sang waktu
Kau mati bagiku
Berkorban untuk diriku…..

Sungai SukacitaMU

Sungai sukacitaMu mengalir dalamku
Anggur sukacitaMu melimpah dalamku
Ku menari dan bersuka
Puji Mu setiap waktu

Sebab sungai sukacitaMu ada dalamku
Mengalir bersamaMu,bersuka di dalamMu
MengikutiMu Tuhan dalam kegerakanMu
MelayaniMu Tuhan di dalam sukacitaMu
Sebab hanya Tuhan yang membuat
Sukacitaku penuh

Cinta Sejati...

Namun ada cinta yang tak pernah berlalu,
Cinta yang ku dapat darimu,
tak teruji lalui rentangan sang waktu,
Kau mati bagiku,
berkorban untuk ku...

Sampai Memutih

Kau selalu hadir...
Saat aku rindukanMu..
Kau yang selalu setia..
Menopangku dengan kasih setia..
Memberi aku kekuatan di tengah badai yang menakutkan..
Sampai memutih rambutku..
Kau putuskan aku..
Menutup usiaku..
Ku kan selalu menyembahMu..
Oh Yesus Tuhan ku..
KumilikMu..
Selamanya bagiMu....

memory 08/08

the sweetest memories in my life....

trips to 3 destination; Serikin, Wind Cave & Blue Lake...

1st destination; Serikin..

shopping...bought lots of things; foods, clothes, bag, perfume, etc...

2nd destination; Wind Cave..

bbq, swim & play in the river..

guess what we eat.......??
ice-cream, snacks, chicken wings, sausages & pork...

yummy....delicious...

3rd destination; Blue Lake..

clear, blue water...

really beautiful...

a very big lake...

we took lots of pics there...

i'm enjoying myself very much...

ehemmmm.....
menikmati pemandangan yg indah...
sexy ya.....
uiisshhhhhhh....
bez mai t ulih bakatu ney.....

Umur..

Umur itu bayangan jiwa...
Umur itu menandakan detik kematian makin menghampiri..
Umur itu simbol kematangan individu...
Umur itu pengalaman..
Anda bukannya tua, anda cuma dilahirkan lebih awal daripada orang lain...

Pengingat maya ari raya 08. Maya tu g nyadi junior. hehehe..... Baru tama sem1. Dibai bala abang2 senior ngabang gai kaban cda. So, kami 3 pun join cda. Bez mai ngabang maya 2. Kenyang perut makai utai k dibantai bala laut k ndur kami ngabang. Semina k nda diberi duit raya meh. Kin kia meh kami 3 nitih k cda laban mpai nemu tunga menua. Entudi burit orang ja. Hehehehe..... Pengingat t tetap meruan ba ati datai k jemah ila.

my 2 bros..

i have 2 little brothers...

Mathias a.k.a. Ayau &

Nicholas a.k.a. Igat....

Ayau - 1/12/91..

Igat - 6/7/98

so,..........

that's mean i'm the eldest....

sometimes, da 3 of us get along very well...

but,

sometimes, we quarrel & fight!

well..........

i guess its normally happen to everyone of us...

Ayau rarely spend times at home; owes go out to play with other frenz..

Igat spends most of the times at home; sometimes go fishing..

he loves to play computer games..

they r quite annoying sometime...

but,

i damn miz both of u...

both of u r my good frenz at home..

hope that da 2 of u r doing well now..

may God bless both of u...

HAPPINESS

HaPpIneSS Is HapPinESS

HapPinEss MAkEs you wHispEr,

HAppinEss MAkes YoU Love,

HappInEss Takes comManD.

HappInEss MakeS You Calm,

HaPpInEss GiVEs You coMfORt,

HaPpInEss MAKes you haPpy,

HappInEss MAkES you murMur.

HApPiNess TuRnEd peOplE To Love You,

HappInEss IS loVe,

HapPiNess Is HonEstY,

HappIneSs FOrm PeAce.

HappIneSs IS What we’re waiTiNg,

HappInEss Is DeeP DoWn InSide,

HappInESs Is GOnNa save Us,

hapPineSs Might jUst heLp Me FiNd True Love.

ayam jantan + ayam betina = anak gajah

sapa nak disalahkan?

si ayah?

si ibu?

atau kedua - duanya???

fikirla sendiri.....

When I Say..............

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I'm not shouting, "I’ve been saved!"
I'm whispering, "I get lost!
That's why I chose this way".

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I don't speak with human pride
I'm confessing that I stumble -
Needing God to be my guide

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I'm not trying to be strong
I'm professing that I'm weak
And pray for strength to carry on.

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I'm not bragging of success
I'm admitting that I've failed
And cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I don't think I know it all
I submit to my confusion
Asking humbly to be taught.

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I'm not claiming to be perfect
My flaws are all too visible
But God believes I'm worth it.

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartache,
Which is why I seek His name.

When I say, "I am a Christian"

I do not wish to judge
I have no authority...
I only know I'm loved

0n AngeL wiNGs

On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.

Time is Time

Time sits

Time stands
Time is time.

Time craws
Time walks
Time is time.

Time runs
Time flies
Time is time.

Time changes
Time stands-still
Time is time.


Time goes forward
Time goes backward
Time is time, it is time

my Lord Jesus Christ,

U r my good shelter,

my strong protector,

my loyal adviser

my wise teacher,

my understanding fren,

& the lover of my soul.

U die on the cross 2 4give all my sins,

U sacrifice urself 2 save me,

U let people against U & Ur Father in heaven,

U 4give those who make U suffer,

U pray 4 those who don't believe in Ur words,

& U love us deeply, tenderly

eternity, last 4ever & ever,

Amen.

good 2 hav a fren like u...
we share happiness & sorrow 2gether...
u r owes there 4 me..
u owes lend a helping hands when i'm in trouble...
ur words encourage & comfort me...
hope our frenship lasts 4ever...
i really appreciate u & i'm glad u r my dear fren....
thanks Liz.....
God blez....

u r my sunshine,

my only sunshine,

u make me hepy when skies r grey,

u never know dear,

how much i luv u..

plz don't take my sunshine away.............

01/08..... sem 03
dah sedia kini aku??
2 last semester tuk pra pismp....
bio, chem, phy.....
ari makin jampat bejalai...
laju mansa, nyau nda ulih gagai...
pendiau gik baka suba..
nadai kala berubah... t maya exam, slumber ja....
result pun slumber dah nya...
cukup2 makai ja...
baka orang k sakit raya, jengap2 nganti seput k padam..
bakanya meh ku 2...
kadang2 ku bepikir ga....
nama kebuah ku ulih masuk kitu????result pun nda manah.
maya result pansut, cg ngemudi blama meh aku.. nyium asap orang...
orang dah jauh ninggal, tudah diri gik kusil2, rungkup2 baka tekura nitih k orang..
orang dah datai ba bulan, tudah gik ba baruh bandir tapang..
nda nemu kemaya k sama sertai ngau orang!
ke nikal pulai, repa mai ga jalai, rawan mai ga andau...
pajak k ja meh.. t dah skali mansang, x jaku nikal k blakang...
AGI IDUP, AGI NGELABAN!
nda patut ka ngemalu k niang aki kitai Rentap waii...........
t orang ulih, x patut kitai x ulih..
mata, pending, jari & kaki sama ga 2 igi, untak pen sama 1..
semua 2 bepanggai ba diri mpu...kitai k ngatur pengidup diri.
x sampai nesal dudi ari..
nesal dudi x reti...
nyamai nesal dulu..

we say.......God say

it's impossible......................All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
i'm too tired........................ I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
nob0dy really l0ves me.... I l0ve y0u (John 3:16 & 3:34)
i can't g0 0n....................... .My grace is sufficient ( II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
i'm n0t able........................ I am able ( Corinthians 9:8)
i can't d0 it......................... y0u can d0 all things (Philipians 4:13)
i can't f0rgive myself........ f0rgive y0u (J0hn 1:9)
i'm not worth it.................. it will be w0rth it (Roman 8:28)
i'm afraid............................. I have n0t given y0u a spirit 0f fear (II Timothy 1:7)
i can't manage.................... I will supply 0f all y0ur needs (Philipians 4:19)
i'm n0t smart en0ugh....... I give y0u wisd0m (I Corinthians 1:30)
i feel all al0ne......................I will never leave y0u n0r f0rsake y0u (Hebrews 13:5)

R.U.K.U.N. N.E.G.A.R.A.

R - ramah mesra
U - utamakan kesihatan
K - kawal emosi
U - utuh pegangan agama
N - niat baik sentiasa

N - nikmat hidup dikogsi bersama
E - elak pertelingakahan
G - galak persahabatan
A - amalkan budi bahasa
R - rukun negara jadi panduan
A - alangkah bahagianya hidup di dunia!

Jesus besembayang ngagai Apai ti di surga ba kebun Getsemani.
Iya parai ba atas regang ketegal ti nebus dosa anak mensia.
Taja pia, dah 3 hari, Iya angkat idup baru, niki ke menua surga lalu duduk ba sepiak kanan Apai Iya. Iya deka datai baru, ngabas chara orang ke agi idup & orang ti dah parai. Penatai Iya enda enda disangka kitai. Iya deka datai baka penchuri lebuh malam hari. Iya deka datai ngenyit baka pangka nitar. Kati kitai amat dah besedia nganti penatai Iya ke-2 kali? Kati pengarap kitai amat dah teguh?????

nuju semua bala kaban;
grup PPISMP708Sn,
beruntung bulih kaban manah baka kita..
kitai semua mesti sama - sama graduate ari IPGMKTAR..
anang mantul ngapa...
arapka kitai bekaban sampai ila - ila meh..
anang buai batu wai.. buai jala tau ambi bulih ikan..
berekat Tuhan selalu begulai enggau kitai semua,
Amen.

my lovely pet, Kucha...

you are my best friend..

miss you so much..

forget you not..

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.

When you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful if he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls, or riches,
but the love of real true friends

Among life's precious jewels,
Genuine and rare,
The one that we call friendship
Has worth beyond compare.

The gift of knowing you..

There are gifts of many treasures
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.
But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you....

if...

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

the miracle of FRIENDSHIP

There is a miracle called Friendship
that dwells within the heart
and you don't know how it happens
or when it even starts.
But the happiness it brings you
always gives a special lift
and you realize that Friendship
is God's most precious gift.

1 l0ve, 1 way, 1 life 4ever.....

There is One Way, with One with One Resurrection Day,
it takes for a man to be saved for always.
One Life, One choice, to the way you live.
One way to lose, one way to the truth, one Jesus, one Lord.
With One Word, One open book the Bible,
to take one look that one love is in action and is a verb.
One of you, one devil, one hell, one born again believing trail.
One path to take, with one narrow way, all along the way.
With One set of pearly white gates to Get through into heaven someday.
One home, one heavenly mansion, made for all those Beloved children, in his grace.
One sin gone unforgiven, can make you fall from grace.
One prodigal son, one lost sheep, good enough to eat, one shepherd that was one good Samaritan, that found one room for a victim of a villain, in an inn.
With one special banquet, the marriage supper of the lamb.
One good master, that gave all the same wage, to his Servants.
One thicker bush for one ram that was caught to be a sacrifice for Isaac, and to save man, his father, beloved, Abraham.
One King one Queen, One Esther one by one came all the books of the bible.
One by one, is how all the names written in the lambs book of life are written for those that see the light, those that will be risen, with Christ.
One flute to sing, one bag of rocks in a sling, for David, the young king, one Samson, against all the many philistines.
One day, will we be in heaven to proclaim, That our One God, made one lifetime to last for all eternity to past.
For the goodness of one heart, in one body to say, that Jesus is the way.
That One death on the cross was enough for all of us, to be bought, to lead us from sinning, and start rejoicing, dancing.
One race, ran in such a way, that one obtains the prize.

we always forget.....
forgetting Him....
why did we forget???
because......

peluang ke-2...

c citer mimit maya taun 2008.....
story ya..........
maya ku form5 ku c apply gai UTP(Universiti Teknologi Petronas)
ku bulih enggau orang EDUCAMP & interview ba UNIMAS.
gaga mai ku maya nya..
chukup pengaga!!!
so, ku nurun meh mai ati ti keran.
kediri aja ku ngagai UNIMAS.
kami c seminar 4 hari & hari ke-5 kami c interview.
interviewer ku maya nya lecturer ari UTP & pegawai ari PETRONAS empu.
kami c interview 2 sesi; individu & kumpulan.
dah ga jaku orang putih.
akai......deh indai...
pajak ke aja meh....
bendar meh mantai ke penemu diri, ngichaka bulih pia deh..
ku bulih result interview kena Jan 08.
puji Tuhan!! ku diterima masuk gai UTP.
naka meh pengaga anak ati...
so, ku pun bekemas ka barang, meli tiket bilun & bayar yuran pendaftaran.
gagit ati ka nurun. nda sabar gik...
tang....
sehari sebedau ku nurun, nda mukai2 kami sebilik nagang ku. nda ngasuh ku nurun.
alasan cda; ila tusah ngiga keja. nda tetap. nda gerenti bulih pengawa.
nadai ko enggau meh, ditelan parai apai, dilua parai indai.
nda nyadi meh ku nurun. naka penusah dalam ati. putus pengarap.
ku enggai gik nampung pelajar. ku nda masuk form6.
family ku ngasuh ku apply maktab, nyadi pengajar ko cda.
isi ja meh, tang ku cg nadai ati. kecewa mai ku..... nda nemu ku ka mada gik.
bendar mai ku suba apply gai UTP. setiap hari ku minta peluang nya ari Tuhan.
dah Tuhan meri ku peluang, ditulak ku. gerenti Iya nda meri ku peluang ke-2. nya meh kira ku.
ari siti, ku betemu enggau pengajar Thaddeus, ku madah gai iya pasal semua nya.
asai ka nitik ai mata ku maya bejaku enggau ya. tang, c siti pesan ya t dikingat ke aku sampai saritu; "t d nda bulih peluang ke-1, reti ya Tuhan c meri peluang ke-2 t lebih manah ari peluang ke dulu" diati baru ku mereti ka jaku ya. tu meh peluang ke-2; masuk maktab.
terima kasih Tuhan laban Nuan gik meri peluang gai aku. terima kasih. Amen.

perkara yang kupelajari....

aku berjalanan sebatu bersama kebodohan,
membebel sahaja sepanjang hari,
namun tiada apa yang kubelajar daripadanya,
meskipun begitu banyak yang dia memperkata!

aku berjalanan sebatu bersama kedukaan,
tidakpun dia bertutur sepatah perkataan,
tetapi banyak perkara yang kupelajari di hari itu,
tatkala kedukaan berjalanan bersama daku!

peda meh....

nuan beselampai enggau kelambi jai dek,
panggai ke meh ba pemanggai di ruai dek,
gantung ke meh ba perabung rumah dek,
redai meh ba pengeredai tengah laman dek,
nuan ke ngembuan perangai ti bangat jai.
asai ke meh dek awakka dek ensepi,
nuan ke ngembuan jelah ti pengambis penyai,
simpan dek awakka diri menggi,
nuan ke ngesan ulah ti dibai diri menyadi,
tanggung dek awakka diri empu mai.

sweet hour of prayer,
that calls me from a world of care,
& bids me at my Father's throne.
make all my wants & wishes known.
in seasons of distress & grief,
my soul has often found relief,
sweet hour of prayer,
your wings shall my petition bear,
to HIM whose thruth & faithfulness,
engage & waiting soul to bless,
& since HE bids me,
seek HIS face.
believe HIS words,
& trust HIS grace.
i'll cast on HIM my every care,
& wait for the
sweet hour of prayer...

along the road of life i have a friend divine,
who walks with me & gently leads the way,
HE gives me joy & makes the darkest nite to shine,
it is my Lord who won my heart one day.
i don't mind the rough & winding pathway,
over the mountain steep,
through valley dark & cold,
its enough to know HE travels by my side.
along the roads that leads to street of gold.
for many years,
i don't know HIS love so true,
until i heard,
how on the cross HE died.
i trusted HIM,
and HE become my saviour.
and since that day,
HE's journeyed by my side...

God's love is wonderful

there will be never a sweeter story,
story of the saviour's love divine,
love that brought HIM from the realms of glory,
just to take a sinful soul like mine,
isn't the love of God something wonderful?
boundless as the universe around me,
reaching to the farthest soul away,
saving,
keeping love it was that found me,
that's why my heart can truly say,
isn't the God's love something wonderful?
love beyond our human comprehending,
love of God how can it be!
this will be my theme & never ending,
great redeeming love of GOD!

happiness...

happiness is...
to know the saviour,
living a life within HIS favour,
having a change in my behaviour,
happiness is the LORD!

happiness is...
a new creation,
JESUS & me in a close relation,
having a part in HIS salvation,
happiness is the LORD!

real joy is....
mine,
no matter if tear drops start,
i have found the secret,
it is JESUS in my heart!

happiness is....
to forgive,
and
to be forgiven,
living a life that worth the living,
taking a trip that leads to heaven,
happiness is the LORD!

HE is everything to me....

in the stars..
HIS handiwork i see,
on the wind...
HE speaks with majesty,
though HE ruled..
over land & sea,
what is that to me?
i will celebrate nativity.
for it has a place in history.
HE came to set HIS people free.
till by faith,
i met HIM face to face,
and
i felt the wonder of HIS grace,
i knew that HE was more than just the GOD,
who didn't care,
that live away out there,
and now....
HE walks beside me day by day,
ever watching over me lest i stray,
helping me
to find a narrow way,
HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME......

once....

once i knew nothing...
but emptiness,
life was meaningless thing.
then....
i met JESUS,
and...
all was changed.
it was a wonderful life,
when you know the LORD above,
when HE save you by HIS love,
there is a joy you that you never once knew,
and...
a peace in the darkest night.
as i travel along....
in my heart
there is a song.
when i feel lonely,
and
sad at heart,
bearing a burden 0f sin,
come to the saviour without delay,
new life in JESUS CHRIST begin,
IT IS A WONDERFUL LIFE!

????

is your burden heavy as you bear it all alone?
does the road you travel harbor danger yet unknown?
are you growing weary in the struggle of it all?
is the life that you are living filled with sorrow & despair?
does the future press you with its woory & care?
are you tired & friendless?
have you almost lost your way?
JESUS will help you....
HE is always there hearing every prayer,
faithful & true.
when you get discouraged,
just remember what to do.
reach out to JESUS...
HE is reaching out to you.
JESUS will help...
just come to HIM.....

i'm so glad.....

i'm s0 glad.....
i'm a part of the family of God,
i've been washed in the fountain,
cleansed by HIS blood.
join heirs with JESUS,
as we travel this sod,
for i'm part of this family,
this family of GOD!

bless be...

bless be the tie that binds,
0ur heart in Christian love,
the fellowship 0f kindred minds,
is like to that above.
when we assunder part,
it gives us inward pain.
but,
we shall still joined in heart,
and
hope to meet again.

s0ng 0f my heart...

i have f0und a friend in JESUS,
HE is everything t0 me,
HE is the fairest 0f 1o th0usand in my s0ul,
the lily 0f the valley,
the bright & morning star,
in s0rr0w HE is my c0mf0rt,
in trouble HE is my stay,
where rivers 0f delight shall ever r0ll,
HE is the fairest 0f 1o th0usand t0 my s0ul.

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