saritu..

lama dah nda on9. maksud ea, lama ler dah nda blogging & fesbuking.
nyu lelengau asai ati. nemu nda betah ar...
log in to FB. meda post ba kaban & requests.
accept & ignore. perkara besa nya.
skodeng nda lama. oppss....tbcor ler sudah
meda page urang. rindu meda gmbr2.
last2, sengaja@tidak, mda page ea..
kaban lama ku suba.
lelengau k ea. lama nda ninga berita. alu lost contact.
gerai ea kini? nma pengawa ea diatu????
rinduuu lagiiiiii.......
try really hard to forget him. it's over. nothing between us.
we're just friend now.
diari lama dah tutup. badu muka ea agi.
realiti. ukai fantasi. ukai mimpi. ukai angan2.
b rational Susan!
sejarah lalu nya. buai semua memori pasal ea.
lengka k cerita lama.
ngepun k cerita baru enggau urang baru.
Tuhan, tulung ku.
saat2 begulai ngau ea paling ku nda ulih lupa.
buai semuanya ari runding ku Tuhan.
i ask this through Christ our Lord,
AMEN.

rentetan peristiwa hidupku..

21/1/2011
tgh ari, merayau pegi kchg. shoping sakan konon nya. abis $$ ku mlayang.
lemai nya, rehearsal tk performanca mlm nya. prktis skejap. pas ea, pulai.
malam, datai ga lbn bc Malam Gegar Muzik & grup orkestrer perform ga. nervous perform dpan pengarah. main lagu Tiada Lagi.

22/1/2011
tumu ga dani. study lok. kompter test tgh ari nya.
tgh ari, ckgu ngmbi. nervous ak test eh..
nasib petara g nyangkung. pass ga. 46/50 dlm masa 20 minit.
hehe.. gaga mat ku.
lemai nya, gai church ba BDC. plai kul 11 mlm.

23/1/2011
arghh....tumu ga dani.
kul8.30m ckgu dtai ngambi. bc amali 3 jam.
fuhh...nasib bc bala kwn. nda ga boring ndar.
abis jak amali, ckgu alu nganjung pulai.
dahnya, lemai kluar makai gai J&J.

weekend yg tiada weekend sebenar ea..
buzy, padat, & ntah pa2 g...
alu mpai belelak.
mpai sempat matak seput ko urang tuai.
ndang dashyat idup t asai tu belama.
mati nyawa.............

S.E.C.R.E.T.

wuts so fragile, that we can break it by whispering?????

need an answer???
wait 0r look the answer urself.

no word 'bout me, my family, background, status, etc.
being secretive is nice, isn't it????
at least, people like u & befriend with u.

is that hypocrite???
maybe its much better that way.
no need to know who i am, so u wouldn't have to worry to befriend with me.
don't ask if u afraid to know the answer.
don't b my friend if u don't dare to take a risk.
life is all about RISKS.

what's the matter even if i'm single, in a relationship or widow????
i am still i am.

will a lie makes u feel better?????

will it???

ask yourself.

slamat datai taun 2011

tinggal k taun 2010, datai ga taun 2011.
nda berasai nyau beganti ga taun.
ohaaaa!!!
trima kasih Tuhan laban dh meri peluang k ku idup datai ba taun tu.
nama nda azam taun tu kini????
hehehe..
biar mh ku aja nemu.
RAHSIA.
ngarap ke taun t baru tu, bulih pemujur lebih ari taun nyin kemari.
Amin.