d pr0bleM wiF gUys

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMEN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
& t0o hard to please!!!!!

remember "NO MAN IS WORTH YOUR TEARS THE ONE WHO IS WILL NEVER MAKE YOU CRY"

Leka Sampi

Enti kita nyau nyadoh ka tubuh bebai pulai nandang,
Anang kita enda ngelua ka belili leka dabong raang,
Engkah ka kita atas chapak ke lelidak atas tikai,
Awak ka dikena aku nyabang ubat pandai.
Enti tusui aku ditu bisi salah enda manah,
Anang kita mantah enggau dilah dabung landai.
Anang Kita ngemalu ka tudah aku di lempedu tangkai kamai.
Laban aku endang enda tau ngelulu ka kita ngena jaku nyampau dirintai.
Aku ga semina nampung jaku orang ke dulu udah danjan,
Ngagai batang Mandai Rawan.
Aku ga endang deka nguji nitih ka ripih adat Iban,
Niti nali nampung adat sida Aki Lang Menaul Buban.
Enggau tu aku arap ka kita Gayu-guru ku Sentuku,
Gerai nyamai ku Selampandai,
Nadai apa, nadai nama ku Petara.
Kitai tu sama-sama nampuk ngagai Tuchung Rabung Benama,
Ngambika kitai jelai rita nguan menua.
Terima Kasih ngagai samua kita ti rindu ka penemu lama,
Arap ka kitai tau betemu jemah ila.

Miss me
or
Hate me

both r in my favor,

If u miss me
I’ll always b in ur heart,

If u hate me
I’ll always b in ur mind.

HOW t0 impr0ve d relati0nship???

* Talk with your partner openly and honestly.
* Don't sacrifice yourself for the relationship.
* Take responsibility for your feelings.
* Know you can only change yourself.
* Be yourself always.
* Know your intentions behind your words.
* Communicate your wants and needs to your partner.
* Accept them as they are.
* Let go of absolute value judgments.
* Drop your expectations of how they "should" be.
* Listen with your whole body, mind and soul.
* Express your appreciation and gratitude openly and often.
* Examine your beliefs about love relationships.
* Use humor to defuse difficult situations.
* Examine your desire to control your partner.
* Have a dialogue about your beliefs.

When u wait for someone for few...

minutes....
its your NEED.

hours..
its your TRUST.

weeks..
its your friendship.

But,

to wait when u know d person will not come,
its your LOVE.

Law 0f d w0rLd

"In this world, it's hard to tell who's true and who's not;
people may be good at d beginning and be cruel in d end.
if they know u're weak,
there's a possibility that they will hurt u;
they can make u fall in love but after loving them back;
they can leave u;
psychological human attitude often occurs
that people isn't much interested wif the food on their own plate.
Never allow somebody to be ur priority
when in fact u're just his option.
It just feels so good to fall in luv
but be sure you're ready to shed tears bcoz most of d times, it hurts.
Cowardly manner it may seem,
but for sometimes, no matter how much u luv someone,
it is still wiser not to have tat person back again..

my wish...

Every night
I wish to dream on you
Each second
I wish to think on you

You are my love
You are my soul
You are my life
You are the eve of my life

I'm breathing you
My heart beats your name
My eyes looks for you
And...
Last second of my life is to be with you

You are the only one I love
You are the only one who holds my future
I love you for no reason
'Coz love without reason lasts longer.

letting go...

Letting u go
Is difficult & painful decision to do
As u r so dear & close to me, too.

Letting u go means
How much i luv u...
You're the center of my life even u can
Never be mine
Coz u have someone else in ur mind.

But i have to be strong & face reality
That everything has changed
&accept that things r not going to be the same.

I'm not right for u
You're not the one for me
So here i am setting u free
Free to move on & go where i want to be.

Always remember...
In my life, u'd played an important part
u'll be kept in a special place...
Here in my heart..

PurESt 0F pAin

Sorry didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it
And so I surrendered, just to hear your voice.

Don't know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you,
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you,
But there's something, baby you need to know.
That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying. I have to see you,
It's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.
Cario mio, my world's become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain.

i wish i could tell u im feeling better everyday that it didn't hurt when u walked away but to tell
that truth i can't find my way
That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying. I have to see you,
It's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.
Cario mio, my world's become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain.
Vida, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.
Cario mio, my world's become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste the purest of pain.
Vida, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you but I couldn't fight it.
I guess I was weak, couldn't even hide it

And so I surrendered just to hear your voice.

GIRLS

HARD DISK GIRLS : she remembers everything. 4-EVER
RAM GIRLS : she 4gets bout u, d moment u turn her off
WINDOWS GIRLS : everyone knows tat she can't do thing right, but no one can live without her
SCREEN SAVER GIRLS : she is gud 4 nothing, but at least she is fun
INTERNET GIRLS : difficult to access
SERVER GIRLS : owes busy when u need her
MULTIMEDIA GIRLS : she makes horrible things look beautiful
CD-ROM GIRLS : she is owes faster & faster
EMAIL GIRLS : every 10 things she says, 8 are nonsense
VIRUS GIRLS : also known as "WIFE". when u not expecting her, she comes. installs herself & use all ur resources. if u try to uninstall her, u will lose something. if u dun try to uninstall her, u will lose everything.

HeArTbREak..

0ne day a b0y asked his girlfriend t0 marry him,
d girl gav him a challenge t0 live a day without her,
0nly then she she'll marry him.
n0 c0mmunicati0n was there f0r 24 h0urs,
he didn't kn0w tat she has 0nly 24 h0urs t0 live coz she's ill.
after 24 h0urs, he went t0 her h0use h0lding a ring.
he was sh0cked t0 kn0w tat she was dead.
she left a letter f0r him saying,

"u did it. u can b without me. d0 it everyday my luv. i will 0wes luv u. miz u."

B.I.G.

B.I.G. = BINA INSAN GURU
venue: IPGKTAR, Kem Permai, Kpg Nangka
date: 5/4 - 8/4 2010
group name: Topaz
group members:
- Erick (K)
- Paula (PK)
- Mbok (S/u)
- Eve (Bndahari)
- Rudy
- Abu
- Apiz
- Murni
- Vera
- Susan

1st day: nirika khemah & ngaga dapur, taklimat keselamatan, ice-breaking, ujian psikologi, sesi moral, LDK1 (mengenali potensi diri)
2nd day: sesi moral, aktiviti air-berkayak (partner:Erick), sesi moral, LDK2 (motivasi kepuasan kerja)
3rd day: sesi moral, aktiviti darat-jungle trekking, sesi moral, mlm bakat
4th day: sesi moral, LDK3 (penghargaan kendiri & perubahan sikap), refleksi, majlis penutupan, clear up kwsn perkhemahan

lelengau k pengingat maya begulai taja lelak & mayuh penusah. really miz tat moment. unforgettable. got to know everybody. make new frens too. luv u all my group members. really a gud guys & gurls. glad to know u people. learnt a lot from u all. EVERYTHING. won't 4get tis precious time wif u all. thankz 4 everythings. sorry if im quite troublesome & annoyed u people sumtimes. really appreciate teamwork & cooperation as well as toleration. gone through thick & thin during d 4-day B.I.G. thankz again my dear frens. may GOD blez u all. Amen.

if u wan happinez 4 an hour,
TAKE A NAP.

if u wan happinez 4 a day,
GO FOR A PICNIC.

if u wan happinez 4 a week,
GO ON A VACATION.

if u wan happinez 4 a month,
GET MARRIED.

if u wan happinez 4 a year,
INHERIT WEALTH.

if u wan happinez 4 a lifetime,
LEARN TO LOVE WUT U DO.

my 20th bday

1st April 2010. Already 20 years old. Am i matured enough? dun think so. Still d old me. did i change? no. nothing change, except relationship status. is there anything else? knowledge mayb. learnt lots of things this few years since im at IPGKTAR. well, today is a very busy & hectic day. having activities d whole day. plus, i dun get enough sleep bcoz my partner & i need to accomplish our coursework. only manage to sleep at 4am. tats my first time. really feel sleepy d whole day. luckily, we dun hav much lecture today. really tired. exhausted. wanna sleep now. bye my dear sunshine. c u later.