we say.......God say

it's impossible......................All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
i'm too tired........................ I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
nob0dy really l0ves me.... I l0ve y0u (John 3:16 & 3:34)
i can't g0 0n....................... .My grace is sufficient ( II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
i'm n0t able........................ I am able ( Corinthians 9:8)
i can't d0 it......................... y0u can d0 all things (Philipians 4:13)
i can't f0rgive myself........ f0rgive y0u (J0hn 1:9)
i'm not worth it.................. it will be w0rth it (Roman 8:28)
i'm afraid............................. I have n0t given y0u a spirit 0f fear (II Timothy 1:7)
i can't manage.................... I will supply 0f all y0ur needs (Philipians 4:19)
i'm n0t smart en0ugh....... I give y0u wisd0m (I Corinthians 1:30)
i feel all al0ne......................I will never leave y0u n0r f0rsake y0u (Hebrews 13:5)

R.U.K.U.N. N.E.G.A.R.A.

R - ramah mesra
U - utamakan kesihatan
K - kawal emosi
U - utuh pegangan agama
N - niat baik sentiasa

N - nikmat hidup dikogsi bersama
E - elak pertelingakahan
G - galak persahabatan
A - amalkan budi bahasa
R - rukun negara jadi panduan
A - alangkah bahagianya hidup di dunia!

Jesus besembayang ngagai Apai ti di surga ba kebun Getsemani.
Iya parai ba atas regang ketegal ti nebus dosa anak mensia.
Taja pia, dah 3 hari, Iya angkat idup baru, niki ke menua surga lalu duduk ba sepiak kanan Apai Iya. Iya deka datai baru, ngabas chara orang ke agi idup & orang ti dah parai. Penatai Iya enda enda disangka kitai. Iya deka datai baka penchuri lebuh malam hari. Iya deka datai ngenyit baka pangka nitar. Kati kitai amat dah besedia nganti penatai Iya ke-2 kali? Kati pengarap kitai amat dah teguh?????

nuju semua bala kaban;
grup PPISMP708Sn,
beruntung bulih kaban manah baka kita..
kitai semua mesti sama - sama graduate ari IPGMKTAR..
anang mantul ngapa...
arapka kitai bekaban sampai ila - ila meh..
anang buai batu wai.. buai jala tau ambi bulih ikan..
berekat Tuhan selalu begulai enggau kitai semua,
Amen.

my lovely pet, Kucha...

you are my best friend..

miss you so much..

forget you not..

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.

When you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful if he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls, or riches,
but the love of real true friends

Among life's precious jewels,
Genuine and rare,
The one that we call friendship
Has worth beyond compare.

The gift of knowing you..

There are gifts of many treasures
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.
But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you....

if...

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

the miracle of FRIENDSHIP

There is a miracle called Friendship
that dwells within the heart
and you don't know how it happens
or when it even starts.
But the happiness it brings you
always gives a special lift
and you realize that Friendship
is God's most precious gift.

1 l0ve, 1 way, 1 life 4ever.....

There is One Way, with One with One Resurrection Day,
it takes for a man to be saved for always.
One Life, One choice, to the way you live.
One way to lose, one way to the truth, one Jesus, one Lord.
With One Word, One open book the Bible,
to take one look that one love is in action and is a verb.
One of you, one devil, one hell, one born again believing trail.
One path to take, with one narrow way, all along the way.
With One set of pearly white gates to Get through into heaven someday.
One home, one heavenly mansion, made for all those Beloved children, in his grace.
One sin gone unforgiven, can make you fall from grace.
One prodigal son, one lost sheep, good enough to eat, one shepherd that was one good Samaritan, that found one room for a victim of a villain, in an inn.
With one special banquet, the marriage supper of the lamb.
One good master, that gave all the same wage, to his Servants.
One thicker bush for one ram that was caught to be a sacrifice for Isaac, and to save man, his father, beloved, Abraham.
One King one Queen, One Esther one by one came all the books of the bible.
One by one, is how all the names written in the lambs book of life are written for those that see the light, those that will be risen, with Christ.
One flute to sing, one bag of rocks in a sling, for David, the young king, one Samson, against all the many philistines.
One day, will we be in heaven to proclaim, That our One God, made one lifetime to last for all eternity to past.
For the goodness of one heart, in one body to say, that Jesus is the way.
That One death on the cross was enough for all of us, to be bought, to lead us from sinning, and start rejoicing, dancing.
One race, ran in such a way, that one obtains the prize.

we always forget.....
forgetting Him....
why did we forget???
because......

peluang ke-2...

c citer mimit maya taun 2008.....
story ya..........
maya ku form5 ku c apply gai UTP(Universiti Teknologi Petronas)
ku bulih enggau orang EDUCAMP & interview ba UNIMAS.
gaga mai ku maya nya..
chukup pengaga!!!
so, ku nurun meh mai ati ti keran.
kediri aja ku ngagai UNIMAS.
kami c seminar 4 hari & hari ke-5 kami c interview.
interviewer ku maya nya lecturer ari UTP & pegawai ari PETRONAS empu.
kami c interview 2 sesi; individu & kumpulan.
dah ga jaku orang putih.
akai......deh indai...
pajak ke aja meh....
bendar meh mantai ke penemu diri, ngichaka bulih pia deh..
ku bulih result interview kena Jan 08.
puji Tuhan!! ku diterima masuk gai UTP.
naka meh pengaga anak ati...
so, ku pun bekemas ka barang, meli tiket bilun & bayar yuran pendaftaran.
gagit ati ka nurun. nda sabar gik...
tang....
sehari sebedau ku nurun, nda mukai2 kami sebilik nagang ku. nda ngasuh ku nurun.
alasan cda; ila tusah ngiga keja. nda tetap. nda gerenti bulih pengawa.
nadai ko enggau meh, ditelan parai apai, dilua parai indai.
nda nyadi meh ku nurun. naka penusah dalam ati. putus pengarap.
ku enggai gik nampung pelajar. ku nda masuk form6.
family ku ngasuh ku apply maktab, nyadi pengajar ko cda.
isi ja meh, tang ku cg nadai ati. kecewa mai ku..... nda nemu ku ka mada gik.
bendar mai ku suba apply gai UTP. setiap hari ku minta peluang nya ari Tuhan.
dah Tuhan meri ku peluang, ditulak ku. gerenti Iya nda meri ku peluang ke-2. nya meh kira ku.
ari siti, ku betemu enggau pengajar Thaddeus, ku madah gai iya pasal semua nya.
asai ka nitik ai mata ku maya bejaku enggau ya. tang, c siti pesan ya t dikingat ke aku sampai saritu; "t d nda bulih peluang ke-1, reti ya Tuhan c meri peluang ke-2 t lebih manah ari peluang ke dulu" diati baru ku mereti ka jaku ya. tu meh peluang ke-2; masuk maktab.
terima kasih Tuhan laban Nuan gik meri peluang gai aku. terima kasih. Amen.

perkara yang kupelajari....

aku berjalanan sebatu bersama kebodohan,
membebel sahaja sepanjang hari,
namun tiada apa yang kubelajar daripadanya,
meskipun begitu banyak yang dia memperkata!

aku berjalanan sebatu bersama kedukaan,
tidakpun dia bertutur sepatah perkataan,
tetapi banyak perkara yang kupelajari di hari itu,
tatkala kedukaan berjalanan bersama daku!

peda meh....

nuan beselampai enggau kelambi jai dek,
panggai ke meh ba pemanggai di ruai dek,
gantung ke meh ba perabung rumah dek,
redai meh ba pengeredai tengah laman dek,
nuan ke ngembuan perangai ti bangat jai.
asai ke meh dek awakka dek ensepi,
nuan ke ngembuan jelah ti pengambis penyai,
simpan dek awakka diri menggi,
nuan ke ngesan ulah ti dibai diri menyadi,
tanggung dek awakka diri empu mai.

sweet hour of prayer,
that calls me from a world of care,
& bids me at my Father's throne.
make all my wants & wishes known.
in seasons of distress & grief,
my soul has often found relief,
sweet hour of prayer,
your wings shall my petition bear,
to HIM whose thruth & faithfulness,
engage & waiting soul to bless,
& since HE bids me,
seek HIS face.
believe HIS words,
& trust HIS grace.
i'll cast on HIM my every care,
& wait for the
sweet hour of prayer...

along the road of life i have a friend divine,
who walks with me & gently leads the way,
HE gives me joy & makes the darkest nite to shine,
it is my Lord who won my heart one day.
i don't mind the rough & winding pathway,
over the mountain steep,
through valley dark & cold,
its enough to know HE travels by my side.
along the roads that leads to street of gold.
for many years,
i don't know HIS love so true,
until i heard,
how on the cross HE died.
i trusted HIM,
and HE become my saviour.
and since that day,
HE's journeyed by my side...

God's love is wonderful

there will be never a sweeter story,
story of the saviour's love divine,
love that brought HIM from the realms of glory,
just to take a sinful soul like mine,
isn't the love of God something wonderful?
boundless as the universe around me,
reaching to the farthest soul away,
saving,
keeping love it was that found me,
that's why my heart can truly say,
isn't the God's love something wonderful?
love beyond our human comprehending,
love of God how can it be!
this will be my theme & never ending,
great redeeming love of GOD!

happiness...

happiness is...
to know the saviour,
living a life within HIS favour,
having a change in my behaviour,
happiness is the LORD!

happiness is...
a new creation,
JESUS & me in a close relation,
having a part in HIS salvation,
happiness is the LORD!

real joy is....
mine,
no matter if tear drops start,
i have found the secret,
it is JESUS in my heart!

happiness is....
to forgive,
and
to be forgiven,
living a life that worth the living,
taking a trip that leads to heaven,
happiness is the LORD!

HE is everything to me....

in the stars..
HIS handiwork i see,
on the wind...
HE speaks with majesty,
though HE ruled..
over land & sea,
what is that to me?
i will celebrate nativity.
for it has a place in history.
HE came to set HIS people free.
till by faith,
i met HIM face to face,
and
i felt the wonder of HIS grace,
i knew that HE was more than just the GOD,
who didn't care,
that live away out there,
and now....
HE walks beside me day by day,
ever watching over me lest i stray,
helping me
to find a narrow way,
HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME......

once....

once i knew nothing...
but emptiness,
life was meaningless thing.
then....
i met JESUS,
and...
all was changed.
it was a wonderful life,
when you know the LORD above,
when HE save you by HIS love,
there is a joy you that you never once knew,
and...
a peace in the darkest night.
as i travel along....
in my heart
there is a song.
when i feel lonely,
and
sad at heart,
bearing a burden 0f sin,
come to the saviour without delay,
new life in JESUS CHRIST begin,
IT IS A WONDERFUL LIFE!

????

is your burden heavy as you bear it all alone?
does the road you travel harbor danger yet unknown?
are you growing weary in the struggle of it all?
is the life that you are living filled with sorrow & despair?
does the future press you with its woory & care?
are you tired & friendless?
have you almost lost your way?
JESUS will help you....
HE is always there hearing every prayer,
faithful & true.
when you get discouraged,
just remember what to do.
reach out to JESUS...
HE is reaching out to you.
JESUS will help...
just come to HIM.....

i'm so glad.....

i'm s0 glad.....
i'm a part of the family of God,
i've been washed in the fountain,
cleansed by HIS blood.
join heirs with JESUS,
as we travel this sod,
for i'm part of this family,
this family of GOD!

bless be...

bless be the tie that binds,
0ur heart in Christian love,
the fellowship 0f kindred minds,
is like to that above.
when we assunder part,
it gives us inward pain.
but,
we shall still joined in heart,
and
hope to meet again.

s0ng 0f my heart...

i have f0und a friend in JESUS,
HE is everything t0 me,
HE is the fairest 0f 1o th0usand in my s0ul,
the lily 0f the valley,
the bright & morning star,
in s0rr0w HE is my c0mf0rt,
in trouble HE is my stay,
where rivers 0f delight shall ever r0ll,
HE is the fairest 0f 1o th0usand t0 my s0ul.

RISIKO.....

• ketawa itu mengambil risiko kelihatan bodoh.
• menangis itu mengambil risiko kelihatan sentimental.
• menghulur tangan itu mengambil risiko terlibat.
• berharap itu mengambil risiko kecewa.
• mencintai itu mengambil risiko tidak dicintai kembali.
• meluahkan perasaan itu mengambil risiko mendedahkan diri sebenar.
• meletakkan idea/impian di hadapan orang lain itu mengambil risiko kehilangannya.
• hidup itu mengambil risiko mati.

Friend....

friend....
i honour our friendship,
and i'd like to keep
all the memories, bitter or sweet.

friend......
you lift me up when i'm fill with dismay,
give me the courage to face each new day,
to answer when i just don't know what to say,
and,
to guide me when i have lost my way.

friend....
you are a loyal adviser,
and teacher who makes me wiser,
someone who makes me feel like a winner,
when others think that i'm a complete loser.

friend.....
i just want to let you know,
i'll always there for you,
come rain, shine or snow......

10 Pengasuh Allah Taala

1. Besembah siku Allah Taala, rindu ka Iya enggau pengambis ati nuan.
2. Anang begendang ke nama Allah Taala.
3. Bebadaska hari minggu.
4. Kasih ka apai indai, nitih ka jaku sida iya.
5. Anang munuh orang.
6. Anang butang.
7. Anang ngenchuri.
8. Anang saksi bula ke orang.
9. anang inginka laki bini orang.
10. Anang inginka utai orang.

school_life

my educations' history......

primary school
1995 - 1996 : TBK Julau
1997 - 2000: SRB.ST. Alphonsus
2000 - 2001: S. K. NG. Pakan
2001 - 2002: S. K. NG. Luau

secondary school
2003 - 2007: SMK Julau

institute
IPGMKTAR

1990......

history......

ku anak tuai..
terubah iya meda dunya kena 01 April 1990...
meda pemanah utai ti digaga Tuhan.
Ba sepital Kanowit..
maya ku ada, doktor diagnosis ku c jaundis tahap kritikal...
jaundis = sakit kuning ko jaku kitai
so, doktor plan blood transfusion..
tang c side effect..
brain damage ko cda..
apai & indai ku mai ku gai church minta rev. Fr. sembayang ke ku...
kot2 something bad happen....
ni kitai nemu, ukai ngajihka rangkang ngachuk mata.
nasib amai...
Tuhan agi malik ke mua, ninga peminta apa & mak.
puji Tuhan!!
praise the Lord!!!
ku nda nyadi undergone blood transfusion...
thankz God....
Amen.