dun ask!

i have something in my mind.
that matter...
that emotions....
that memories...
that things....
dun ask me what!

i think of him all the time.
i miss him all the time.
i want to meet him everyday.
i want to see him every second of my life.
i want to hear his voice..
i want to.................everything about him.
dun ask me who!

i can't forget him.
i want him.
i need him.
only he........
i .................. everything about him.
dun ask me why!

remember d day???
remember d date???
remember d month???
i did remember it!
those memorable day.
i won't forget that day.
d day i met u.
glad tat i spent a day with him.
dun ask me when!

remember d places???
this place, that place, those place, bla bla bla..
our last destination...remember it???
yes, i do!
how about u???
dun ask me where!

Salah...

tapi mengapa kau tinggalkan aku,
dengan alasan yang tak jelas.
apa aku pernah mengeluh
apa aku pernah berlari
saat kau ada masalah
apa aku pernah mendua
kau menilai ku salah
sepanjang perjalanan cintamu
kau puji aku setiap waktu
tetapi kenyataannya berlawanan
ku tak pernah ada baiknya

ermm????

Lelengau mat ku. Nda betah ku.
LELENGAU. LELENGAU. LELENGAU. LELENGAU....
Wish i can b by your side each second of my life.
Miss every moments we had spent together last time.
Where are you? I'm waiting.
I will be waiting....
I promise.
Kept on thinking about you.
Why can't you understand me?
Don't you know how much i like you?
Wish i can tell u.
but, i don't have the courage.

My New Interest....VIOLIN

my 1st time joining orchestra group. never play violin before. but, i'm willing to try. don't know how to read music note & play violin.
pity rite???? i dun care. i will work harder than them. i know i can. this is the only chance i have after all this time. i never get a single chance to do what i like. so, i will never let this go. this is my hope. thanx for da advice dear. u give me courage to get wut i want.
^^,

31st July 2010

nurun gai gereja St. Jo. Sepemanjai k nrun kin, ati ku berasai nda lantang. Sinu. Seilu - ilu. Ai mata asai k deka naya taja pen nadai kebuah. Bendar ku nanya diri empu. Nama kebuah ku bakatu? Nda patut pun kayu beguyang ngapa t nadai ribut muput. Nda patut ati sinu ngapa t nadai kebuah. Maya t besembayang, ati majak sinu. Nda berasai ai mata naya. Labuh nda bepadah. Maya t benung makai, Igat telepon madah k mak masuk sepital. Putung apendik. Asai k dipandam dada. Semadi ba mua mayuh. Bendar ngenat k Pengirau ati. Asi ditelan asai nelan rau rangkai. Enggai tama. Asai k lekat ba batang rekung. Apa nadai ga d rumah. Sapa t nyaga mak ba sepital? Sapa t enggau Igat ba rumah? Bakani Igat ka skul ari 1 tu deh? Irau. Carut. Enti semak, dah pulai ku. Tuhan, tusah mai ati ku. Asai k bisi batu berat ninggang belakang. Nadai daya ku. Nama kebuah penusah datai nda nemu badu - badu? Tuhan, nda ulih g ku napi semua tu. Lelak ku. feel like giving up. Why does everything goes wrong?????